Ode To Destiny

On irony’s persistence I live today,
Entangled in madness, I wander astray,
Outdone by demons of less divine a fate,
Envy takes control,
Of what was once hate.

Tired at last, I fall to my knees,
I bow before shame,
And salvage the remains of my crippled pleas.

I seek shelter from this world,
Where the taunters speak,
Of a dream now gone leaving me frail and weak.

Aided by none but humor alone,
I pray for my brothers
While for myself, I seek the answers unknown.

For now I live,
Till my last breath has gone,
Then shall I leave behind my legacy,
As the mastermind’s pawn.

[Cluster I]

Plea For Deliverance

The endless drama of life,
Has left me a weary soul,
With just a few to belong to,
And just a few to call my own.

These trickle of drops,
Tastes like the pungency of wine,
Always there, yet nowhere to be found,

What should I do for my lord?
To flee from this tormented state,
Have I gone all so astray,
For my lord to turn away from me like this?        

I bow down before thee,
On all my brothers’ knees,
To forgive, forget and to start life anew,
Not plagued by infestations such as these.

So hear me oh lord,
And deliver me from such pain,
For a patient man am I,
But not one who can live up to the shame.

[Cluster I]

Shrine

Wounds inflicted by one’s own blood,
Inflicted not by spite but by perpetual ignorance.

He who be at the mercy of such,
Shall yield a haven of torment and puns,
For he be not the devil himself,
But to reside with his apostles,
Be a fate fit for none.

Then shall it be decreed,
By the divine one himself,
From this day forth, the angels may kneel,
And the darker side shall prevail,
Like the sinister aura of a disturbing eclipse.

Then may the world ask of him,
No difference shall it make,
For the hour of contempt has paved way,
To a life of eternal anguish.

[Cluster I]

Nocturnal Glimpse II

My endless grief is my sole treasure,
I talk in riddles for my God to measure,
The agony I suffer, the torment I yield,
Like glistening thorns in a black winter field.              

I forget my future,
I dwell in the past,
With my thoughts the drama,
And my dreams the cast.

[Cluster I]

Nocturnal Glimpse I

At night I rise from my cocoon,
Where my thoughts reside,
Bitter experiences throughout the day,                  
Confusing recollections at night.

I stray down this aisle of thoughts,
The path that leaves me astray,
I wander into blissful Eden,
Where the serpent hisses,
And to its fangs i now fall prey.

[Cluster I]

Defined Me

I may sound unreal,
I may seem dead,
But this world of various sins,                                
Is where I make my bed.

My blood flows real,
And my heart charred black,
My sense too morbid,
For the world to grasp,
A difficult person to digest,
Not easy to swallow,
My life seems full,
And my existence hollow.

[Cluster I]