Fade To Dust

Not a word, not a sigh,
Not even a goodbye,
You left these shores with dust in your eyes,
Now that dust settles to fate.

I need not your worries, I need not your aches,
My life secluded, my sanity at stake.

Without a word, the barren days pass by,
My will grows stronger and those days fade to distant memories.

Never again shall I fall to such demons,
The demons of horror,
Which one-day shall fear me as if I was,
Fear itself.

[Cluster II]

Contorting A Shrine

The anger left inside,
The rage yet unfulfilled,
Till such time as bearable,
And never later.

To live in fear of such disillusions,                              
To guard at all times against the unknown deceit,
So i may have been created but I can never be owned,
And what little is left,
Now rests tattered and torn.

[Cluster II]

Essence Of Solitude

How shall you redeem yourself?
For the moment of restitution has long since passed,
For which one of my sins is a price so great?
Is it my disbelief or my thoughts nourished by hate?

With every sin I feel my pride tear,
From the very seams that all but me once held dear,
How I worship my sanity’s remains,
Melting to ashes again and again.

Then from these ashes emerges my fate,
Like a Phoenix resurrected in toxic waters of hate,
Life drains from my body and leaves me estranged,
Then do I ridicule my lord for His efforts in vain.

My torment, my pain,
My misery remain,
Let bygones be bygones,
And life be death.

[Cluster II]

Jilted Voice Of Rage

From the realm of the demons,
The evil inside my head,
Decree upon me to kneel at thy very best,
To repress thy faith, to denounce thy world,
To subdue thy soul and enter their stronghold.

I then perish into the mist of wrongs,
That the twilight casts forever long,
During its reign over mortals until dawn prevails,
And washes the silence away.

Then let there be life, yet again,
Joy to the tormented, as the world to a child,
Born innocent but left to die.

[Cluster II]

Opening Words Of Sorrow

Ashes to ashes, dust to dust,
Stricken with pain, desire and lust,            
Torn apart from the ones he loved,
Gone too soon… never to return,
May his soul rest in peace.

[Cluster II]