We are the people of this struggling land, Let my people go.

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"It’s been a long night in our peaceful cities, It’s been a long night and we're battered and bruised, I have seen us looking a lot better, My heart breaks when i remember you. Who says we can’t be free? From all of the things that we used to be, Re-write our history, Who says we can’t be free?" [Adapted from 'Who Says']


Friday, 28 May, 2010
Lahore suffers an attack on two Ahmedi mosques during Jumu'ah. 80+ innocents dead. Thousands of lives severely affected. Elite still safe and having korma for dinner.


These people go out everyday and pay bills, they work hard during the day at whatever life they have built for themselves. In the evenings, they come home to their families and have dinner together. They sleep and prepare for the next day to come. They live day to day because they have no other options. There is no other way of life. They are a people who have been abandoned by those who were to lead them. Hey mr. foot-soldier, their well fed, sheltered and protected lives are unchanged by your actions. Your actions have failed you, as your people have failed you. Don't go, come have a smoke with me.

You and your friends band together out of a feeling of loss. you eat together, you pray together and you memorize excerpts from a book in a foreign language. You don't know what the words mean but they are considered sacred and there is a sense of purpose to be had in believing in them. You establish community meeting places... the caretakers of these establishments see a group of misguided souls and they feel that there is power to be had here. They start herding you. Slowly this community becomes the center of your world. You feel like you belong to something. Something possibly pure, something glorious... The deep rollers and their over bearing personalities start to control social behavior. You are now part of the hive. They will protect you and you will be their tool.

You are told that there are people living in another part of the world who suppress you and are evil. They are keeping us from achieving greatness. We were great once. That was 1,400 years ago when we were kings. We should be kings again. Wouldn't that be nice? But those evil people we can't control because they are too far away... so for now, let's just deal with the next best thing.. lets go to the market and hurt the people there. This will send a clear message to all governments. We will be considered a force and people will listen to our ideas and will do as we mean. So you go into the market, you pick places of worship because people are at their weakest there.. the same things you claim you fight for you destroy. Oh this is a different sect! Their mythology is slightly different than ours.. it's their fault they were born into these communities and raised to believe something. They intended us harm when they chose to live a certain way. Let's start with them.

So you go and spray bullets on innocent people who are just living their lives trying to make ends meet in a difficult world. You kill them because they do not belong to your established community so they are lesser human beings. If they die.. it's nothing to us. Wait. Do you hear those cries? Now there is a child somewhere that has lost a father. There is a mother somewhere who has lost a partner. She needed him to help raise her family. She has lost her support. Do you hear that? There is a mother weeping for her child. She will never see her child, hold him or see how her future unfolds. She has lost a part of herself. She has lost a reason for living. Is that what you are fighting for? To rule a nation of people with broken wills and battered hearts? Instead of ruling the people you so crave, you have left us with nothing but sorrow and heartbreak. The very land you wish to make 'pure' you have soiled with your menace. You have reduced it's beauty. We are declining and you are driving us there. I feel the wave of depression that you unleashed millions of miles away... you and your friends have lost your humanity.

And you fat, gutless leaders who hide in their homes and travel in their motorcades... you who want to lead us have sold out your own people. You are drunk on the false sense of power. You want monuments dedicated to your egos... your zaat, your menacing lineage. You must hate this country with a passion... you must hate the people that surrounded you... i have no other explanation for you.
I am from a land with great potential. With warm hearted and hard working people. There is a certain sense of civility missing though... honesty, patience and tolerance are not appreciated enough. We're not straight arrows but we have the potential to be great. We need strong charismatic people with progressive ideas to help guide us. It's not that you are not smart. You have proved your mettle while trying to attain office. It's not that you are inept because you understand the people and what they respond to. So it's probably the lack of desire to help your people. The lack of empathy and interest needed to do your job. It's a lifestyle for you. Somebody else will do the nation building part. I am ashamed to recognize you as a Pakistani. I am ashamed that you are part of my people.

So mr. foot-soldier and mr fat and gutless, have mercy on us, let us be, let us live good lives... let us breathe and eat and share the warmth that we have to offer. Help us believe in ourselves. Let my people go.

One Headlight

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Well this place is old,
It feels just like a beat up truck,
I turn the engine, but the engine doesn't turn,
Well it smells of coffee cups and cigarettes,
This place is always such a mess.
Sometimes I think I'd like to watch it burn,
I'm lost and I feel just like somebody else,
Man, I ain't changed, but I know I ain't the same,
But somewhere here in between
the city walls of dyin' dreams,
I think his death it must be killin' me.

Hey, come on try a little,
Nothing is forever,
There's got to be something better
than in the middle,
But me and Cinderella,
We put it all together,
We can drive it home,
With one headlight.

[One Headlight - The Wallflowers]

Me & Julio

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The mama pajama rolled out of bed,
And she ran to the police station,
When the papa found out he began to shout,
And he started the investigation,
Its against the law!
It was against the law,
What the mama saw,
It was against the law!

The mama looked down and spit on the ground,
Every time my name gets mentioned,
The papa said oy if I get that boy,
I'm gonna stick him in the house of detention!
Well I'm on my way now,
I don't know where I'm going,
I'm on my way now,
I'm taking my time but i don't know where.

[Me & Julio - Simon & Garfunkel]

Awesome Finger picking

Out Of Exile

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When I first came to this island,                                 
That I called by my own name,
I was happy in this fortress,
In my exile I remained,
But the hours grew so empty,
And the ocean sent her waves,
In the figure of a woman,
And she pulled me out to sea.

[Out of Exile - Audioslave]

I Am The Highway

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Pearls and swine bereft of me,
Long and weary my road has been,                             
I was lost in the cities,
Alone in the hills,
No sorrow or pity for leaving I feel.

Friends and liars don't wait for me,
Because i'll get on all by myself,
I put millions of miles,
Under my heels,
And still too close to you i feel.

I am not your rolling wheels,
I am the highway,
I am not your carpet ride,
I am the sky,
I am not your blowing wind,
I am the lightning,
I am not your autumn moon,
I am the night, the night.

[I Am The Highway - Audioslave]

Day And Night

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Day and night,
I toss and turn,
I keep stressing my mind,
I look for peace but see I don't attain,
What I need for keeps this silly game we play,
Now look at this,
Madness to magnet keeps attracting me,
I try to run but see I'm not that fast,
I think I'm first but surely finish last.

[Day 'N' Nite - Kid Cudi]

Bachana

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جگمگتي هووي رات یه ، لب پر هين شکيتين ،
کوئی نهي مج کو سن رها ، 

 ڈھلتا دیں مجبور ہے ،منزل ذرا دور ہے ، بهج رها امیدوں کا چراگ ،
ختا هوگي، سزا هوگي ، پرانے دیں یاد این نه ،
دنیا کے اس شور میں , سکھا ہے مر کے ،هوتي زندگی کیا ،
میں ڈوب رھا، ڈوب رھا ، بچانا مجهے بچانا ،
میں ڈوب رھا، ڈوب رھا ، بچانا مجهے بچانا