What breaks me inside

Why do we talk with cryptic words? Wander aimlessly around a thought absurd, Far from isolation we have no retreat, One stretching time, the other chiseling it incomplete. Although inside i feel myself break for you, I cannot thrive on your confusion alone, There is a restraint on time and my strength itself, Worn down thin by the seclusion I've felt. In my mind, i don't think we belong, In my mind, i don't think we ever did, In my mind, we were fooled by what we believed in, In my mind, i know its already too late. I feel torn apart    while my eyes are drenched in this fate, Now that i know    we cant escape from this unscathed. [Cluster V]